Martes, Hunyo 14, 2005
okay.easier and more mood to blog now,chatting too much just now.
okay.im in mae.hope its fun.(: choose my projects already.hope i get a nice one.which isnt too boring lah.okayokay.
the truth hurts.
it really does.
why did i bother?
why did i ask?
if i just left it,
i wnt know the truth.
i wnt be hurt,
i wnt cry.
waking up is hard,
from a beautiful illusion.
fantasy to harsh reality,
falling miles down.
sometimes its easy to say,
its easy to boast.
i'll forget soon,
he doesnt matter.
self deception kicks in,
deep inside i know.
it isnt easy,
but hard and painful.
i keep telling myself,
theres more than this.
this is just a small part,
but talk is easy.
can tears help,
can lies deceive.
can time soothe pain,
can memories fade.
would i succeed lying to myself,
pretending i dont care.
yet hurting inside.
wishing i was the one.
i can only wish,dream and imagine.
the beauty of illusion.
the purpose of life.
deception and lies.
i need to set myself free.
after i do, theres a whole world out there.
struggling; but failing. and, its gone.
6:08 PM
